A Goal Oriented Existence

Now that I've settled into law school and seem to be firing on all cylinders, I've noticed that my existence has become quite goal oriented and goal driven. Undoubtedly this is to due to the competitive nature of law school and the legal profession.

Prior to being accepted to law schools, I was obsessed with my LSAT score, GPA and what I should say in the "Personal Statement" section of my applications.

Once I enrolled at FSU College of Law, these factors faded to the back of my mind, and I focused on doing well during the first round of exams. Once I received these grades, I analyzed where I stood and what I could do to differentiate myself. The Mock Trial competition was the first opportunity of the second semester for me, and I was fortunate enough to make the Mock Trial Team. Now at the present, I'm thinking about three things- finding a summer job with a law firm, the Moot Court tryouts in April and then the second round of exams in May.

All of this is part of the general push to land a great job once I've graduated. But I realize that once I begin my legal career, the goal oriented existence will not stop. As I prepare to go door to door with the law firms here in Tallahassee over spring break inquiring about possible summer work, I've done my research. The attorneys frequently list their biographies on their websites, and the information includes awards and honors they have received while in practice.

Honestly, I skim over that part of the biography and don't try to figure out what the various awards mean. It's just too far down the road. When I was preparing to take the LSAT, I was not thinking about making the Mock Trial Team at FSU. Now that I'm in the thick of it here in law school, I'm not thinking about what professional honors I'd like to receive once I become a lawyer... But that is coming.

My professor last semester was right- my legal career began when I started law school in August. It's a process of seeing one goal, either reaching it or not, analyzing where you stand, and then seeing the next goal, either reaching it or not, analyzing where you stand, and then seeing the next goal...

I'm not complaining one bit. A goal oriented existence is fine with me, and when I hit something I've set my sights on it really brings happiness. I know what failure is too, but I wipe those times out of my mind and look to the next horizon. It seems to be a pretty good way to navigate this existence.

Until Next Time,

Nathan Marshburn